Socializing With Normalfag

Whenever I tried to talk to someone they just pretend to care or just wanna something from you, atleast that's what I got from zoomerfag. It's not just my anxiety telling bullshit, but rather from cognitive recognition. There's a pattern it always follow, from fake friendly to backstabbing faggot.

I'll just summarised it

• If its a group of friend, whenever they don't like something you can't disaggre with them for whatever reason. If you just told what you feel you only will get nasty stare.
• Does your group always do something first? like go to cafe or smth? And there's always one of your friend that lead the herd It almost like a ritual before humiliating each other.
• If they feel attacked, the group's gonna isolate you even if it just trash talk.
• Someone that barely you know suddenly chatty with you. keep this in mind that they always want something from you

>hurr durr you're just mentally weak cunt.

You can't train mental faggot, your cognitive brain is dulled from all of those "train" that somebody with authority told you it's good for you or rather they just dulled your sense of danger and you can't be mad at them because you don't even have strength to be mad or afraid or even you rationalised(delusion) it.

For fuck's sake, No one care about your relationship, or even your belief system. I can say that everyone only wanted to hear/talk about story for their entertainment or just want approval

And at the end of the day I got burned out from all of this shit. Tired of everything, I wanted to kill myself. We got our own anxiety even if you believe your not, but don't just assume everyone is same. They are NOT! the one who's telling you its fine or some crap they farted out is trying to control you while you vulnerable.

Authorities figure is not your friend, what their kindness is just mindgame tricks. They want CONTROL over you not for your future or some imaginary shit they spew out. I won't change my mind even if you preach me, cope and seeth you retarded nigger faggot.